Why Lord...

When you have blessed me with rest from all guilt and shame and established me in your Kingdom- am I still so restless?

The Lord answered me; "Any grateful soul cannot enjoy their own accommodations and conveniences while they see the Church of God in distress and under a cloud. This is why you are restless.

You want to see where the Ark has been placed pulsating with Divine Life; glowing with the very essence of God. You want Me to manifest My presence wherever My people meet. This is My own will stirring you, to so fervently desire what is in My heart.

I long to show myself mighty. It is My nature to do extraordinary things. And, you know this, therefore you are restless until My Body is in full operation according to My giftings and My Anointing.

The very Name 'CHRIST-ian' denotes a changed life, one from a powerless existance to one powerful enough to shake humanity into a glorious life, that lives to praise God; A human being whose soul is energized, taking them from death to life. This is a true CHRIST-ian.

Benji, there is a remnant that will not settle for a flesh energizing gospel. There is a remnant that loves Me more than they love life.

To these I will show My Glory, to these I will give hidden Manna, to these I will give The White Stone, these are those that will reign with me on thrones. Encourage and pour your life into those who are hungry for Me."

I love you sweethearts,


Benji