Friday, July 11, 2008

edjukshun

egjukashun...what is it?



Every morning when I am driving the fourteen miles to the office, I am continually thanking God for bringing me out of the hellish past and creating a brand new life for me.



This moring was no different except I thought about how life is its own education. There is an old saying I've heard since I was young. "I graduated from the School of Hard Knocks." I don't know if one ever graduates from that school.



But when we think about Who decided before the earth was formed that we were needed in God's scheem of things, for a certain time, in a certain place, in all of eternity, then we also realize that it is He that allowed no evil formed against us to work.



Wait a minute, I know what some of you are thinking; "What about those souls whose lives were hell from the time they were born until they died. OK, let's talk about that.



God put within every human being a desire to be free, at peace and be productive. That is part of His nature that we are, whether born-again or not. 'Egjukashun' is what everyone of us have in front of us, from the time we came out of the womb.



Have you ever heard of a drop-out? Darling, there are some that just drop-out, for many reasons; It's too hard, They don't feel like it, they don't have this or that, and on and on we could go. There are always excuses.



God's plan was that every child should be taught at home, the principles of God that make for a good life, how to use good manners, how to converse well, how to dress, how to learn your ABC's. How to discipline yourself, wow, that is probably the hardest one for parents.



Now, that would be the easy way. You know as well as I, that is not the normal way anymore. However, God has schools out there for those like myself that had not the advantage of good parenting.



Let me share with you the schools that I have learned from, schools that I didn't choose, schools that I was thrown into that really taught me some life long lessons.



I was moved around continually, from birth until I was thirty two years old. I was born into a violent family, Mother having died while I was in my infancy. I lived with a dad that was totally out of control, until I escaped him in the middle of the night at ten years old. The story worsens from there.



He died, totally insane, in a mental institution. We are talking a disjointed, disruppted life. A formal education was not possible. It was was not in the hand I was dealt, from birth.



I will always remember the moment that I picked up an old Bible and read these words; "I saved you and called you with a holy call....according to My divine purpose, which was in Christ Jesus before the earth was formed." 11 Timothy 1:9. Reading that verse explained so much to me. I belonged to God before the earth was made.



He knew that I would not get a formal education. So, here comes the 'Hard Knocks" schooling. Here it is... I just bet you attended some of these also.



#1, School of Humiliation,

This is where you go into a corner and consider what was said that hurt you so badly. You accept responsibility and get out there and watch your words as well as your actions the next time.

Or was it the way your parents actions or the physical situation that you lived in that humilated you and forced you to check your attitude, then study why, and how to improve when you were at the helm of your life.



#2.School of Poverty:

This is where you learn that your creative thinking can kick in and you can work wonders with very little available to you to work with. This school teaches you to share with others because you feel their hunger pangs.You are empathetic. You know how it hurts to never have enough so that you can just relax, wihout being concerned where the next meal is coming from or where you and your children will sleep at night,



#3 School of Betrayal;

This is where you learn to pull yourself up by your own boot straps, and quit depending on everyone else to meet your need. This one really brings out self-discipline. It makes you dig deep within yourself and pull out the much desired character trait, called "Faithulness". It fine tunes your discernment skills.



#4 School of danger ;



This is where your survival skills are fine tuned. This is where you learn that you are not a wimp, that there is power within you, put there by God when you were being formed in your mother's womb. This is where you learn that you can go to someone else's side and take up their battle, because you have won over the enemy. Maybe you were bloody and looked like you had been to hell, but a strong warriors Spirit was the treasure you came home with.



#5. School of Higher Learning ;



This is where you learned that God was there all the time, giving you creativity of mind, strength, wisdom, determination and protection. This is the school that makes you realize that God, your Father was and is the Head Master, working everything for good, to make of you His pride and joy, through Jesus His Son.



OK, How did you score? If you scored one hundred on all five points there is a good chance that you will be chosen to be one of the God's Glorious REMNANT . You get to carry the banner as the last days Army moves into the future with the NAME OF JESUS emblazened on that Banner. And you will be blazing a trail to heaven. All the while just a grinnin. I can see it now!!!



Lotsa love,





Benji

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Benji,
It's just too funny. Today is my birthday and I woke up this morning with Psalm 139 on my mind, praising God because I AM fearfully and wonderfully made, He knit me together in my mother's womb and every day ordained for me was written before one of them came to be! What a way to start the day and those schools only teach us to rise up and press on.
I love you dearly,
Denise Caldwell

Anonymous said...

BENJI,YOU ARE AWESOME!THANKS FOR LOVING AND PRAYIN FOR ME!THANKS FOR THE EMAILS ALSO.I BLESS YOU AND PECK IN THE NAME OF JESUS BY THE POWER OF THE HOLY GHOST!!!
LOVE YA'LL!

Anonymous said...

Benji thanks for a great eye opener this morning. I believe I have been through some of what you have talked about here.
But right now I have God on myside.

Keep up the great work.
Love you,

Neta Holland

Unknown said...

I have been to the school of Hard Knocks. When I was in poverty, God gave me creativity, in betrayal he gave me faith and love, in danger he gave me stength. I was always told I was this or that which were false but thru it all God showed me the person HE created.